monolith

After my heart was broken, I could never be the same again. After seven years of living in New York I realized it was time to face reality, it was time to face who had left me in my worst state of mind, and in my worst physical state. I was shattered, in pieces because of him: Jared Leto. The Monolith tour will begin and I will have to follow every show, every moment. As much as I tried to keep myself away, I didn't expect the hatred for Jared to waver, that I could relinquish that charm again. He still fascinates me, messes with my heart so masterfully, still causes me that fire that is accompanied by a need I couldn't handle. Regardless of what happened in the past, his presence still brings me good memories that I wanted or just really needed to forget in order to move on, because they hurt and, to this day, they hurt. And the worst part: he knows it. My story with the Hollywood heartthrob promises to bring a lot of emotions. For both, I believe. Secrets will be revealed, and I'll have to decide what's the best decision for both of us: give in or walk away.