Even Without Being

After I arrived, the moment I stopped, the penny dropped. I spent the night crying and thinking, right now I'm in shambles, in pieces, why... why didn't he hear me? At least for... to judge me knowing my side of the story, even Clara believed in me and he didn't, how can he? I really have a lazy heart to love such a stupid person. Now 4 years later, after everything that happened the truth comes out, and for the first time I don't know how to act, he's at my feet and honestly? I still love him even after all this drama. But will I be able to forgive him and let go of everything that happened in the past? I have to decide the best, because who has to make the decision and live with it is me, me and...