Cotard Delusion
Cotard Delusion

Cotard Delusion

Synopsis

"...Some people with Cotard's syndrome think they don't exist anymore because they don't feel anything." ~ "It's been a while since I managed to get away from that damn place... I mean, apparently I managed to get away, but I feel, I KNOW I'm still there, trapped, dead. It's like my soul is here, and my body, dead. I don't believe what I see in the mirror, I know that my body is just leftovers, pieces full of blood. I know I'm dead, and nothing and no one is going to make me believe I'm alive. I see myself dead, I feel like I am, I know that my body is rotting in that captivity, I feel the larvae eating my organs, my muscles, I know that I am rotten, and that the vultures and wild dogs smell my rotten smell. many kilometers away. They wanted my body to be found soon, and for my burial to be dignified, since the way I died, no human being would deserve it. I saw them all dead, and I just wanted to be able to rest like all of them...."

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