This fic is VERY old, I started writing it in 2006, shortly after the accident that culminated in the end of the band in July 2007. ALL the research on the accident and what happened after it was done by me at a time when no one knew Aikaryu (much less Teru) and it was hell to find any information. The story follows a real chronological order and has observations and some real events, that is, it is INSPIRED by real events but IS NOT real. Unfortunately it's been stopped since cap 27, but it's a project that I didn't abandon and that's why I decided to post it here. Anyone who is in a hurry and is interested in reading can find all the chapters available on my lj: http://lahy.livejournal.com About the idea of the fic: A idea for this fic came from a comment on Daiki's blog, =D obviously warped by my mind that sees yaoi everywhere. I also got a lot of information about the accident from there, as well as from Teru and Shagrath's blog. Some have been slightly modified, just to make the fic go better. Original January 2007 disclaimer. x_x unfortunately I don't own the rights to the band. They are still their own and signed to Crow Music. This is just a fictional work done with misrepresentations of things written on blogs and not for any profit. Other than reviews o.o' Reviews are always profit!