17 This is a note for my love...

Hi my love or baby like I used to call you,

I remember perfectly of us, of our conversations, of our plans for the future... I don't know, but I awalys think in this things... And every time when I think, a smile come to my face and I get embarrassed.

But, you're gone... And you leave me behind. And now, I turn to a ghost... A ghost to my own life, a ghost to my familiy, a ghost to my friends. I look to myself in the mirror and I can't see me anymore... I just... I can't. You creat me and shapes me that way... I remember when you looked me in the eye and saw yourself through the reflection of my eyes.

I was innocent and silly... I thought that you was in love with myself... But, I believe the relationship is made of two parts 1+1 and not just 1, that's was me.

I had to love for both of us... I gave things that you never could give me... I was more than you could handle. I was evereything that you could not give me back.

But the same way... you left me. By the way, is it wrong for me to ask you to come back? Because now, I'm lost in my own path... Even broken inside, with so much angry and pain... I thanks to you, for everey moment that we spend together and for teach me so many things. I believe this is my moment... This is my time to get to know myself better, to understand myself better. And thats it.

With love... No... With happiness,
Your Ex-Love.