Epílogo e Epitáfio

When you shot me those rare smiles

And tell silly jokes

It’s like a million stars in million skies

Also like an old mirror that just broke

Trying to remind myself that I need to forget too

Beyond my beating heart

There’s a fragile shadow

That you’ll never notice, hiding in your drawer

That shadow, myself, keeps emotions and secrets from you

So I can be safe from this fog

That lives in your mouth and flies with me into the drawer

Your eyes shine during the day

But they light out at night

You can’t get away

So keep your eyes in the sky

I know how you can hide

Doing things that you think are right

Someday you’ll know how I like

The way you laugh when you’re shy

I love the way you bite your nails when you’re nervous,

Put your hands in your eyes when you’re tired

Sometimes I do get jealous

And it’s because of you that I’m inspired

Your scent

I’ll never forget it

I now have your mark and

You can’t save me

She imagines his warm hug

He imagines her smile

They don’t know love

So they’ll be friends for a while

I see you in my dreams

Kissing girls who aren’t me

This isn’t gonna have a happy ending

It’s just not meant to be

Your actions speak louder than words

It’s not okay

It hurts

Sorry, but the fault is yours

Somehow you have to stay

Fix this pain and make it go away

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Epitáfio

E como um aviso, uma folha caiu do bolso do meu casaco enquanto eu andava.

Um último poema.

Trilhou minha solidão como quem se aproxima devagarinho, e eu o peguei.

Era o último suspiro d’Ela. A última tentativa d’Ela. A última vez que alguém tentou, com mãos tão delicadas, tocar minha pele imunda.

As letras estavam borradas por lágrimas, mas não eram minhas.

Eram d’Ela.

Your eyes are burning red

They can’t see that it’s wrong

Instead

They see it as a shield that is hard to come along

You don’t remember, you can’t be alone

Try to remember me

When you figure it out

How I’ve loved you just like this,

And how you shot me out,

How I tried to fix you

Now you’re sad

You regret,

Lying on your bed